Reflection on myself
Vokinloksar33 January 29, 2019 #personalRight now I was watching a guitar video teaching you how to understand guitar chords.
And I feel like if some college kid thinks about it, he will definitely got to know all these basic & deep stuff so he can act as professionally as he may, which is a good thing I believe.
I just find that I'm not as patient as I used to be, that I may become who just ignore all this sometime in the future and trying just to do everything in a repeatative and boring way as any other would do.
And then I recall that it's like the same on the dev things, that I'm not that patient to learn all that fundemantal stuff of programming language and algorithms and that I feel like I'm tired and sometimes I just want it to work and no more.
In a word
I feel like I'm losing the desire to learn new things from the very beginning like I was just a junior kid. And feel like I don't find things to be that new & interesting any more.
And it's WRONG!
I need to re-view and re-value things that happen around me and feel the energy and liveliness of being.